everything came true ...

am i such an idiot that i will be a burden to anyone? i can do the same as i did b4. i helped her in many ways and i do not claim credit, and i enjoy seeing her succeed in her work. i thought she understand, and even if she doesn't, she will appreciate. but i am wrong.

there's nothing wrong with yearning for bigger and better things. but at the expense of someone whom helped, quarreled and shared the same struggle to a better life with her?

isn't she behaving like him who left her cos he wanted better?

things are very simple sometimes. but why must it be a either-or? my heart is deeply cut.

i love you, i shall let you go.

cannot beleive it

dun noe wat to say it .... cannot say i dun expect it, as i noe it's one of the way it can turn out to be. yearning for a high life and the pinacle of social living...

my stomach is aching and my heart is worse ....

"i need someone who can bring me to another level and give me encouragement" thanks ....

May Day

Is it may day for me? She is not even visiting here, not even once...

i hate my current work.

i wish she knows i miss her alot.

又过一天

sunny 12/04/08

another day of unanswered call. :(

rainy days silent days

10/04/2008 - rain

it's been more than 2 weeks of silence. wonder how is she? been to bangkok and back, and yesterday was my last day.

calls made left unanswered, dun dare to call too much. i am actually a harmless person, why?

i am willing to talk and communicate :(