May Day

Is it may day for me? She is not even visiting here, not even once...

i hate my current work.

i wish she knows i miss her alot.

又过一天

sunny 12/04/08

another day of unanswered call. :(

rainy days silent days

10/04/2008 - rain

it's been more than 2 weeks of silence. wonder how is she? been to bangkok and back, and yesterday was my last day.

calls made left unanswered, dun dare to call too much. i am actually a harmless person, why?

i am willing to talk and communicate :(

小情歌

really funny, really helpless... just when i thought we can go out and spend some time together... she just totally switched off and had her own activities for 1 week le... the reason? cos i didn't call/msn her on monday night... i was working till 3 am on sunday night and we went out in the day... on tuesday i called her, but she was already no mood to talk liao which i tot she's busy. on wed, which was a holiday eve, i called her and she was with her friends.

so i said i go out with her on thursday. i msned her and she said she got appt le made sometime ago le. fine, so i said we met later lor. supposedly at 6pm but she said cancelled as her friend wana meet longer... so cancelled again. evening she called and asked if wana meet, i already no mood to meet le.

then during weekend, i tot we could meet. who knows she went out on both days. so i stayed at home and did my stuff.

i really wondered what went wrong? couldn't we communicate instead of just be irresponsible and leave me alone? i am so stressed with work , and when i tot i could talk to someone, there she went disappearing. before i could vent out my stress, i had to hide it and totally depressed. does she know that i am trying very hard le, but why she could just disappear like that?

i really duno......

happily sad

home.night.21:53pm.tired


i finally called her at her home at 7pm.. her voice was different yet so familiar.. two weeks seem like two years, kinda cold but the moment i heard her voice, my heart really skipped a bit and two...

i was afraid to make her angry again, but i have to tell her what i said, if not i duno when will be the next time i can talk to her le .... she was hungry, i stopped talking to her le ... i cannot never bear to see her hungry.

i sent her an sms last night, but no replies.

today is another night.. i dun think i should disturb her ba..

wan an

help...

home.sunny.13:10pm.helpless

another day le... still no sms or calls returned. what is she doing? being busy? or she is avoiding me? i duno .... i would never find out soon ....